i hate myself when i can't control my emotion, especially jealousy, and i hate myself more because i'm jealous to one of my closest friends. because of that, i try to forget about _ _ _ and don't want to look at him anymore. but i'm still thinking about him. then, i called one of my closest friends, f. and suddenly, i began to cry when i tell her about all my problem right now, and she always tells me to be patient, optimistic, and don't hurt myself to make other people happy. then, i tell her a joke and make her laugh and try to laugh too (ok, i know i'm still hurting myself) . and then i say goodbye and tried to sleep.
today
in the beginning my plan is succeded, i don't look at _ _ _ again and i (just) don't care about him anymore. but, when i tell about my plan to two of my closest friends, h & b, one of them said that i shouldn't do that. and then, i tried to forget everything about that

about my school
i think today is just like another ordinary school day and i still can't concentrate at the lessons that my teacher taught me. o yeah, i still don't know what i'm going to do for jakarta community lessons project, altough i've already made something for it



ok, it's the end of my quick post
(sorry, if i have so many mistake in this post, coz, i'm not really good at english)

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udah lama gue ngga posting blog lagi.. ok, now i want to tell you about my holiday. i think this holiday is so so BORING!!!! gue ngga pergi kemana mana. tadinya kan pengen ke dufan bareng SETU pas tanggal 30. dan apa yang terjadi ??? JENGJENGJENGJENG
pada ngga jadi!! gue kesel banget waktu itu, kecewa minta ampun, walaupun akhirnya gue jadi pergi ke dufan, main sendiri. seneng banget pas gue kesana tornado sepi!!! I AM SO LUCKY!!!
akhirnya gue main tornado sampe 5-6 kali, tapi gue masih mau main lagi, soalnya waktu itu sepi dan gue cuma main 5-6 kali. pengen main lagi!!!

dan sekarang gue cuma bisa ol doang di rumah, ngga kemana mana lagi..!! gue cuma berharap buat cepet masuk sekolah

oh ya, SETU HAS BEEN SEPARATED!! males banget dah, pake dipisah segala!!
rasa rasanya i want to kidnapped all member of SETU and place them at SBI 93
oke, karena i have nothing to do, gue buat list anak anak SBI 91 92 (kurang kerjaan banget gue bikin absen) ok, i will write it down in here

SBI91 :
1. adhi maheza nugroho
2. andyan pradipa
3. anjani wima chairunissa
4. anjas aryo bimo
5. bella anastasya
6. cahya ihsania
7. dena nabila
8. dimas dewantara
9. fauzan arif kinantoko
10. ivan marthin mangalinang sianipar
11. kartika dwi sukmawati
12. maudy miya addini
13. maulilda fitri purliayu
14. muhammad haffiz
15. muhammad taufik al-hakim
16. rajiv hidayatullah
17. ratih istiqomah
18. rizqika arrum bakti
19. sana addini hidayati
20. syifa sabilla jatmi putri
21. theofilus wisnu handaru
22. yan frandiyo
23. zahra meilia nisa


SBI 92 :
1. aga ridhova
2. alif husnul fikri
3. amalia shabrina ramadhani
4. andika primandesera
5. cesilia permatasari sianipar
6. earlya fevri rifani
7. efraim arinado sirait
8. faiz kautsar
9. firdan rahman wildan
10. hana kamila gatrawijaya
11. indah lestari rahdiani
12. ivani adelina
13. mudhia salsabila
14. muhammad dieno pradana
15. muhammad faris novian
16. muhammad rafdi akbar
17. nabila sarnia
18. nabila sekartanti
19. naufal hadi ramadhan
20. nindyarani sulistyaningsih
21. rachma nadhira dinisari
22. rr raihan rizki ramadhani
23. rico hasiando g nainggolan
24. syifa kamila akbar

itu belom semuanya, yang masih gue belom tau kelasnya dimana : dela ferinda widya nhaz tazkya alifa

oke, karena gue ngga ngapa-ngapain lagi gue selesai aja ya postnya

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